The Killing Gene
By Ann Smith

 

She was the victim of a violent crime

enacted in the dead of winter

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Inhabiting the alien skin of

A Warrior's spawn

And a Lover's changeling

She spites death.

She fights

The shock and denial

The guilt and the shame

The anxiety and companion fears,

And then, the rage came.

In rage,

She is reborn.

A human subrogation.

Enlisting hate to subjugate

She answers the call

"To arms!"

Brandishing blood lust

Braying vile slanders

Savoring the seductive smell of conquest

Trolling and chumming the sea of sexual revolution

Routing a hapless victim from its verdant depths

Sucking life from his lying lips

And bathing in his blood

She cries, " Victory!"

"Annihilation, annihilation,

for there is no rehabilitation

for the men who would do violence

to the innocent human soul."

Knowing all the while,

This righteous cause

Will be

Her ruin.

From the bowels of birthing a seed that spawned destruction

Choking on life's bilious labor

Suffocating in the throes of a violent, twisting rage

Screaming the dirge of the dead

Vomiting up a feast of fear

She delivers up a child into the yawning jaws of death

The sanctity of life

a sacrifice

upon the altar of courage.

"I know what the Killing Gene's offspring look like.

They should be hunted like rabid dogs

and shot."

Let the hunt begin.

Plotting annihilation because there is no rehabilitation

Bowed by the disgrace of misplaced honor and fouled reputation

She shuns the chauvinist's whim of noble motive

It stinks of abortive reason and charred conscience.

"Look up, little ones,

Your redemption draweth nigh

for, dawns this day, in the city of justice,

the final day of judgment of the damned".

She never wanted the contamination of men's blood upon her hands. She recites by rote the reactionary's creed.

"I did not start the war."

But confessing half-truths forms inherent faults,

Fissures in the holy union,

Mocking peaceful resolution.

There will never be

Peace in Mississippi, Jimi

It is simply

pity

A creeping contempt,

cloaked in

compassion's disquieting disguise.

Gorged on another's guilt,

Bitterness, religiously begs blood rituals.

It's kill, or be killed.

A Warrior Woman,

Uniformed in pity, polished with the slain's infidelities,

She struts polite aplomb. Alone.

All her society ceases from a

Failure to thrive syndrome,

Symptomatic of an incomplete trust.

She is unable to locate all the mutilated pieces

To assemble a complete shield of trust.

It's the part of her amour that was ripped away and stolen,

It's not what the Offspring were searching for.

Dismembered Trust had no intrinsic value to them.

It couldn't be fenced or pawned,

Like feelings or passion, so

Trust was discarded along life's road.

Vanquished, all.

Solitary, she swaggers among the maimed.

Spitting on the corpses, and cursing the dying, she snears,

"How the mighty have fallen!

Death slow dances with such seductive allure. O vain man."

She is a lone survivor.

 

 

Dedicated to Jimi Hendrix,

Peace in Mississippi, Voodoo Soup soundtrack.