To Be Young (and Like Me)
by Joel Groomer
Up-turned noses
turned away
from a droopy,
dreary,
soggy-salty face.
The face's crime was innocence.
The face's crime was love.
The punishment—
abandonment,
belittlement—
a compliment to the
down-looking
looking down
eyes
of a society
built specifically
on freedom
free from fear
by people who fear freedom
for what freedom truly means.
This isolation cakes him
like a drippy,
drooling,
soggy-sour mess—
unpleasant to look at,
but bewildering to behold.
This separation stunts hum
as any untreated external affliction would.
He goes to school
eager to learn
till that eagerness is ended
by the black eyes staring back from the mirror.
And even if the body's safe,
safety can't be guaranteed, because
what's in must eventually come out.
And he tries to be different,
but tries not to stand out.
And he tries to be Proud,
but tries not to cry.
He can't turn back
the backs turned
on him,
so he is forced to find
a new family not forced to get along—
a family of friends.
And friends of the family
are never told why
their son hasn't been seen
with a seeable feminine friend.
Up-turned noses
turned away
from a droopy,
dreary,
soggy-salty face.
The face's crime was innocence
(an innocence stripped away).
The face's crime was love
(a love not understood).
The punishment—
forever to endeavor
to find a freedom free from fear
by telling you what it's like
to be young
(and like me).
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